Day 44 - who owns your happiness..

In the life of a Nuhtkayz....

Today all day I was seated there by the window so the air can hit me right in the face.
lots of random things went through my head.

Yes... long ago I was once a good girl before rap happened to me, but that was loong ago... Junior High School long ago like grade 8 I was already rolling with the matric shooters..lol! My script was bodying buncha trolls already the lady was working...

If it wasn't for this and all that excitement... perhaps I'd still be in my 3 week deathbed of depression. Sne said she was really proud of me today.. hella bounce back was soo full of life only a Nuhtkayz can do such madness..*chuckle*

Why give up something that gives you life and makes every cell in your body feel at peace with everything? *blink blink*

The past 3 weeks taught me that you are not fulfilled untill what you do makes you happy... the nswers are not out there somewhere they are all inside. How many times have I heard similar guidance and never took it seriously? Safe to say I owe my existance to these scribbles now... Izwe told me that he thinks that there's something magical about me, I held on to those words coz they got me out of bed yesterday.... ey but I'm still somwhere unpleasant cos nothings certain yet.

I have a plan!! can't disclose it yet...
 the only lead ....... When you are in control of your own destiny, nobody owns your happiness.