Day 18 - Manic creativity setting in....

Yesterday I ran back from the internet labs back to my room in a crazy frenzy. I had a lot to write about it but I didn't because there was just too much to say.... so I ended up humming to myself instead.

The excitement came from finally figuring out the missing puzzle piece. Everything is falling into place for real now. Nobody ever said the vision had to be fixed and can't be re-constructed every now and again. The best thing about this missing piece is that it came to me at a time in my life where I was scrambling for motivation to feul me forward, it had perfect timing.

The missing puzzle piece is just how happiness is going to fit into the picture and what role it plays in the whole equation. In 6 days I'll be celebrating a really big day so for this revelation to come into my life now is some kind of gift.

My travelling on this path is me believing that success is waking up with excitement over the work that you do and the life that you live. So its necessary to keep building, it would be a real achievement to eventually get to turn the passions into a fruitful career.. but yeah, we'll see how it all unfolds.

So last night I managed to tailor the vision into something so enticing and attractive that it will be able to drive me through the hurdles that I'll stumble across along the way and keep me going nomatter how tough the climbing gets. The vision and dream is made of.....  Designs, Sketches, Smokey shade, Supa Saiyan hair, Fabric, insane lyricism, crazi ritual bars and black bangles...

That's what the dream is made of, and probably what my whole career is going to be based on. That picture in my mind is what I have put up there to see me through the rough patches, they'v been popping up for as long as I could remember so better expect them then get nasty surprises. Chilling here right now feeling like I'm finally finding myself... I have a clear idea of what I want to do and exactly how I want to do it. I see it all in my mind in a way I've never seen it before.

Its sad how I've always been surrounded by people who didn't know how to treat others proper. Its just been rotten apples everywhere and I wonder why these are the people I keep having pop in my life... I should stop vibrating on that level. You wake up and you realise that people don't know as much as they'd like to believe that they do. As for me though... a friendship that can end never really begin so I'm taking my vibrant energies and investing them into positive places and just continuing on my journey. I want to stop surrounding myself with people who disrupt the positive flow in my life.

What I'm doing now is that I'm weaving those webs and patterns embedding habits that will help me get more things done in little time. Still building from the grassroots of my career, owning it and directing the story of my life in the way that I'd like it to go.

I've made time for everything that is important now so its all down to sticking to the programme! time to go into practice.....