there to hold on to

Come to think of it.. if you are not reaching for something unattainable in your life then what are you living for??

going for the unattainable......

I craft with my writing still, simply coz it's just what I love to do....

When he told me he couldn't be with me, I didn't care what the reason was. Some of me just didn't trust him. I went crashing into myself in disbelief and emotional pain but acted tough and heigtened my guard even further immediately distancing myself not wanting anything to do with that moment. I was vulnerable inside but couldn't bring myself to show it.. I wanted to kill him for putting me through that!!

Still I loved my written pieces more then he could ever wish or imagine I would love him.