Todays paragraph-
I'm realising that breaking away from bad habits is no easy task when you get into effect. The level of dedication required to pull this off is seems so hectic right now since I've allowed myself to slump in laziness for so long - but such is the first step of establishing a new pattern. The first couple of times will always be with difficulty but it gets easier as you persist. The vision I'm moving towards is too awesome to give up on. Today I bent the routine programme so bad that all I really ended up doing properly was sleeping. I wrote music for hours in the morning, ate and then fell asleep for the rest of the day. I did nothing although I have an essay to submit on Tuesday, I've sucked for so long at being a good student but I'll never forgive myself if I fail this vision that saved me from erasing myself from the planet. I owe it the success that it deserves... so I'll jump into tomorrow with a little bit more self discipline then I had today. Looking forward to a difficult day that is going to be worth the accomplishment.
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