It's tomorrow that you'r supposed to be thinking about!!!...*tired voice*
But are we ever exisiting in today if tomorrow is the main focus? why is it that the happiness has to be at the end of that equation?.... it doesn't make the same sense that it did when I was a young matriculant.
After making very impulsive decisions and actions and than regretting them.... I sat down with myself to question where all that fear came from that drove me off the bench like that.
Today I recorded all the thoughts that were going through my head for 20 minutes just vocalising everything as it passed through... the random tracking was exciting because when you sit and listen to the recording you realise how estranged you are to yourself...
You'r a stranger to yourself!!! it truly is important that I get to learning how to control more of my thoughts as they process...
Tried uploading the 20 minutes on soundcloud and wasn't successful putting it up I wanted to share those thoughts for day 42's experiment. When I listened to that podcast for the 3rd time it started sounding like more of a voice message from my future with warnings and secret messages and codes to decipher rather than just random thoughts.
what if this was how my spirit guides decided to communicate with me today? I've never thought of this before but if the main message was, muster up a plan A, B and C because Big things are ahead... is that not guidance of some sort?
Souncloud didn't take my 20 minute podcast amr file so I loaded it on data file host in order to paste it up in here and here's that link ( The voicemail from my future!! PLAY to listen!!!)
So yeah,
now that I have it up here this will be round for as long as I need it to be.
That voice message means a whole lot... and might be that great lead.
I see myself travelling the world showcasing and having talks I don't know about what though.. maby it would be in the magic of flipping life over and making a career out of your passions, I'm not sure yet.
Maby like the guidance of inborn drive, motivation and desire.
I feel ready to build the post-modern scribe now....
Creative butterfly, copywriter, lyricist & lover of all things crazy. Writes a cocktail of ill flows, one rhyme at a time!
Loving day 42 Sub ...especially this: "why is it that the happiness has to be at the end of that equation?" ...u said u dnt knw wt u wana travel d world and tok abt , hw abt: "Connecting/building thought patterns" ....k all d best Sub ...Tumi out ....
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