Saturday, October 5, 2013

Day 31 - Unparalleled insanity?

I hate having to feel so selfish about the choices that need to be made in my life... but damno!!!
end of the day you can only live for yourself...

I spoke to my grandmother today... and its not a good day for me, she's sick and not well. I worry a lot about her coz I love her so much. She's diabetic and her tonsils are giving her a hard time right now her tongue was so swollen she couldn't talk...

when things like these happen you forget all family politics and wars and all that petty stuff because what is greater than all that stuff is the love that you have inside for other human beings.
even more to those you have a deep connection with... like family.

This got me thinking about what it is I'm doing with my life right now... rebelling from school coz I'm a bit of a lazy butt and got everything on its head coz I've found what I enjoy doing and its all I want to do...
My stubborn head is there feeling unstoppable making impulsive decisions and stuff.

After my Grandmother called today... I feel really selfish.

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