I came to realise that all people have their weaknesses and flaws in different areas and forms. What makes you less than the existence of that weakness is you discrediting that other person for it while oblivious of your own.
Today I'm just blogging about yesterdays experience, my first time hanging out with an original and developed sentient being who'd developing himself spiritually over years and years...
I'm writing about how that went down and exactly what being in his presence felt like.
This experience changed the way I look at this craft of mine along with the other beautiful creative work that I do. Seeing through such powerful lenses for a day gives new meaning to everything all together. This diary project is beginning to make more sense to me now than it did before, I'm seeing purpose for it that wasn't the initial idea that I began with, but I like the fact that its taking its own form and growing into its own thing. it's cool to see it developing on its own without too much of my direction... all the different ideas are beginning to fall into one lane. With every day that I continue on this journey the more the bigger picture chrystalizes in my mind.
I still can't believe how quickly the universe responds, I got the help I was waiting for today and am grateful my eternal family (Ancestors, God, light forces and spirit entities) sent it straight to me so quickly. We are powerful spiritual creatures! After the past couple of weeks I've had, this right here feels like calm at the end of the storm for me. I can finally stop wallowing in petty things and get down to doing what I do best.
This is that journey and I continue to write about it capturing everything that takes place in this process of re-discovery. I miss music so much that I can feel the richness of a new sound play in my ears from deep inside of me somewhere. This certainly is a start to a new chapter all together. Been developing new grounding ideas for the next era of my flow compositions, But today the focus is on Xolani.
I met an amazingly powerful sentient being this weekend and a day later I still feel inspired and energised by his story. Just from interacting with him I know more than I did about this extra spiritual faculty I always sensed was there. I understand the detail of things in ways I didn't before and how the clues I've been receiving for 2 years now all come together. Sne's ngoma calling was also confirmed in this time and she's still in denial but I know she'll come around, all those dreams and signs she's been getting finally had somebody with answers to clear the confusion.
Getting back from a Bat centre performance of his material from the previous night. We met for burgers outside Scottsville mall yesterday. At first sight you wouldn't suspect anything out of the ordinary about Jobe (Xolani). He appeared as a normal South African kat with a radiant smile, long dreadlocks and very magnetic with strong features.
The conversations where light and full of laughter because he had such a crazy sense of humour.
Him and Sne went into a hectic exchange so tense that I could almost feel the air getting thick. First thing we talked a long while about after the meal we had, was his book. Was delighted by his suggestion to publish some of our own writings with Sne as people that he was seeing great ideas and philosophies in. Instantly my mind started racing with thoughts of actually writing and publishing a book. I knew for sure that the seed was already planted in my mind, there was no need for him to even encourage us to go through with it any further I was already intent.
I wonder how much more amazing things could have been if we had weed there with us because the other thing that he could do was that when high he is able to get into a state where he can hear people thinking, what a gift that is. His ideas of translating Biko's material into African languages to make the material easily accessible to the average illiterate South Africa population that still exists was a great idea. For knowledge to be infiltrated into the dark corners of our slums would be cool. I really did like that idea a whole lot. He had these philosophies around the idea of elevating to super human levels that I found really fascinating. He made a lot of sense with ideas that stimulate your mind and encourage you to explore the unknown.
He shared his writng with us and recited poetry, every time he got into the zone with his rhythm he started rapping from the top of his head some ridiculously powerful bars. I couldn't believe how talented he was it was such a blessing to be there to experience the phenomena that he is. Banging freestyles like that and still keep it at an unbeatable level. I would love for the world to experience the magnificence that this man really is. To think that he doesn't record and put his work out that way is a pure loss to our Hip Hop.
Having certain knowledge easily accessible to the common South African population is a good idea. The more you know the more you can advance and build onto the foundation you already have in your life. I really did like that idea a whole lot it was like seeing an older brother think for all his younger brothers and sisters, defend and fight for them.
I'm ready to continue in my path seeing that this has been confirmation for me that I've recieved blessings from the eternal family with what I'd like to do with my life. They sent me this God of a man whose a writer with a few books already published and put out a poet and ridiculously skilled and unbeatable freestyle emcee! ontop of being a powerful spiritualist who can download information from his spirit and just speak some out of this world truth. I was very blessed by Xolani presence this weekend and am still grateful for getting to experience such magic live like that.
I know for sure right now that I'll keep creating and elevating doing super human things for as long as my eternal family is saying "u go u frikkin' Nuhtkayz!!"
I use the term 'they' to refer to my future edition of my eternal family. This edition is that part of the population of the people on the planet who are aware of the fact that we exist in unity with everything around that surrounds us. People who have tapped into the infinite potential of space and energy. these people with a conscious understanding of who we are as brothers and sisters on this universe then become physical members of that eternal family, which I can also refer to as other super saiyans for the power that they have now connected themselves with.
Yesterday my letting skeletons out the closet was healing not only just for me but for every other person like myself or on a similar path. By finding the courage to write about and vocalise or lyrically articulate the personal struggles and turmoils that you have gone through, you provide healing not just for yourself but to others like yourself going through the same battles and turmoils in their own journey.
How it becomes healing is that by expressing it, vocalising and putting that stuff out there you take it out from inside of you and the poison of those destructive emotions becomes harmless to you because the poison is now outside of you and not internal anymore. Not only do you release the harm from your sysem but whoever else is going through or has gone through a similar situation, reading your record of that same battle will be healing for them because now the anguish inside of them has also been given expression. That is how that same poison leaves their system also and we continue to evolve as human beings. You got to free somebody else from the bondage of anger, hatred and bitterness.... Released toxins have no command over your system anymore.
Bless your contribution of time and energy into this daily diarising project of mine. Let us continue learning together, growing together and rocking the F** together!!!
The journey continues, strap on your seatbelt and enjoy the ride 'coz we'll all be getting something from this madness... hehe!!
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