Randomz#

stuff I was thinking to myself on the way back from campus earlier today:

They never give us the guidance and lead to developing ourselves first from the inside out. That is why my generation is so chaotic. everyone is hopping around all over the place as empty bottles! Stereotypes don't make it any easier they are like that kick when you'r already down. The conversations I have with myself at this point in my life are so much more fruitful than the ones I have with everybody else around me. Today was just a day for a look at my issues and their causes so that the plant could be pulled from its roots. Only I can cure myself of all those ailments, figuring out how to get myself out of there should be an adventure and a half!

you can be so much more of a stronger person if you begin to appreciate yourself more than you do.

 To see your flaws for what they are and make the conscious decision of making all which is beautiful about you worth more than all that is 'flawed' about you.

Lay those ground rules for yourself . the way that you choose to see the world reflects right back to you as the person that you have chosen or accepted to be.
you could either love or hate yourself but you can never step out of your flesh until death.

everybody wakes up in bodies they never chose, the strong are the ones who are able to customise and free themselves from negative associations and social stereotypes by not caring about them.
This is about having the strength to respect yourself no matter the odds. you are the only person that you are with 24/7, you need to love, care n respect this person as all you've really got.
you are all you've got!!

I want this to be the place of my growth, healing, satisfaction and also where I get to have therapeutic talk with myself and just re-connect, re-build and re-new myself everyday. coz each of my problems and issues right now are an opportunity to create. The ability to create is a power we have been granted as human beings, its a strength and freedom really when you think about it, that when you don't like something you can just simply change it by re-creating.

I'd love to re-design my life all over again and am greatful that I can do that through this writing.

learning not to doubt myself, believing in myself, building up that power as best as I can and seeing my own magic come to life!!

"It is compassion that helps me see you in a different light", are the words that best describes the place that I am at with myself right now, loving yourself the same way you would your younger sister or brother goes a long way damn way!!!

There's a friend of mine who emphasizes a whole lot that I need to bring myself to a point where I am not caring about everybody else around me. I'm already so hard on myself, I never take external judgement too well and I know for sure that I would be so much more free if I could just let go of that stuff and completely stop caring all together.

Silence and peace is where our strength is, I needed to see myself over and over again to realise that I didn't wish to present myself to the world in a smile or wearing anything like it unecessarily. I'm currently learning how to contain and preserve all of my energy in order to use it to produce more creations and bring my fire out from a very deep and real place inside of me.